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The Horror & Heartbreak Mixtape

by ZOMBIFY

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1.
This is my heart The day it was broken Regret that day That tore me wide open Now it's gone To a dark place This is my heart It doesn't beat, it breaks (x2) All I have in life I'll sacrifice what I get being too nice Gullible trust paid the price So I refuse To go through it twice everything ends I must accept When the end comes To collect All I am And was before I fell for you And closed the door Heartbreak loss Vicious cycle Metaphoric death No signs vital Listen to the words That I speak As life turns past so bleak But still lingers Oh how it crept Up on me As I slept Through the day You won't see me Just remember My legacy This is my heart The day it was broken Regret that day That tore me wide open Now it's gone To a dark place This is my heart It doesn't beat, it breaks (x2) Define heartbreak When we lose Hate that day To hear the news Loved ones gone Maybe for the better But it's so hard To write that letter To that home Of the casket Of a life Born in a basket Same beginning Fateful ending Is all the same In time spending This is my heart The day it was broken Regret that day That tore me wide open Now it's gone To a dark place This is my heart It doesn't beat, it breaks (x2)
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Fool me once In this game Fool me twice Bare no shame A third fool though Is never the same To the fourth power Is beautiful pain Solution so easy Solve the math Two broken hearts Equals a match Made in heaven Or hell will attract Pain beyond you Your heart will attack Can you see I can't face this Life with you is painless Can you tell I can't fake this Hurt me again I can't take this (x2) Ones you love They will worry Disguise as betrayal Vision so blurry Can't see love Live in a hurry Just slow down Your thoughts are worthy It is what it is So beautiful When we lose As usual But when we win Makes it all worth it Pain in a world Not so perfect Can you see I can't face this Life with you is painless Can you tell I can't fake this Hurt me again I can't take this (x2)
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When I'm on stage You set me free Kids gather round To see me On with the show Never see me hurt Print my misery On a t-shirt (x2) When you share your pain It gets cut in half Used to do anything Just for a laugh When you share your joy It will double Back to the days Always causing trouble Fight for everything With bare knuckles Back to the nights Filled with chuckles Dead audience Numb the pleasure Feel the pain You can't measure When I'm on stage You set me free Kids gather round To see me On with the show Never see me hurt Print my misery On a t-shirt (x2) When I'm on stage You set me free Kids gather round To see me On with the show Never see me hurt Print my misery On a t-shirt (x3) Will anyone care About our lives Jump on stage To feel alive You have me hooked With long drives To the next show So enjoy the ride Address the crowd Give me one chant Replace my heart With a transplant Make me cry As I bid farewell One more time Tour MJL When I'm on stage You set me free Kids gather round To see me On with the show Never see me hurt Print my misery On a t-shirt (x2)
4.
You swore that they wouldn't come Drive me mad Blind and dumb A situation I couldn't succumb To the idea Where this came from Have you ever felt Down and out With sanity Bleak, in doubt Struggle everyday To fit in Somewhere I belong Where do I begin Once you're in my head You won't wanna leave Was so young And so naive Once you're in my head You won't wanna leave I've got stories You wouldn't believe I've got secrets That I'll keep Midnight's gloom Is where I weep Once you're in my head You won't wanna leave I've got stories You wouldn't believe I've got secrets That I'll keep Midnight's gloom Is where I creep What if my words Were specific To someone Not so terrific Don't wish this It's too horrific Break the code In hieroglyphics The lesson here In stories mythic Can't be explained Defies all physics I remember When it started In a drawing My mind departed Once you're in my head You won't wanna leave Was so young And so naive Once you're in my head You won't wanna leave I've got stories You wouldn't believe I've got secrets That I'll keep Midnight's gloom Is where I weep I've got secrets That I'll keep Midnight's gloom Is where I creep
5.
Ode to you The night we seize Ode to the past With trailers we tease Ode to pleasure Get on your knees Numb to pain And trained to please (x3) Scared to live Scared to die What's the purpose Why even try You're the filth Apple of my eye I'll fight for you Til I die Scared to live Scared to die What's the purpose Why even try You're the filth Apple of my eye I'll fight for you Til I die So Salem Save me from childhood fears Red red-rum The witch is out Claiming no guilt Hateful faith Is what you've built Symbols all around This little town Heaven sent But we're hell bound I can't stop Til you see My name in lights On the marquee Ode to you The night we seize Ode to the past With trailers we tease Ode to pleasure Get on your knees Numb to pain And trained to please (x5)
6.
You went beneath Six feet deep Six feet deep Below my feet (x2) Below the earth where you rest Below the dirt All roads lead to this Our beliefs Put to the test Your relief I'll always miss But not grief You can keep that Insane rage Of a hellcat Pulls me under Where she lays Covered in fog In a grey haze You went beneath Six feet deep Six feet deep Below my feet (x4) The tide's too dark You can't bury A broken past Oh so scary The weight is heavy But choose to carry All the way To the cemetery I am buried Death may vary But always feels Oh so wary Unless you believe To the contrary The light is bright Rejoice and merry
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In this day and age We are the brave Refuse to let go I'm not a slave I'm not waiting For you to save My soul is mine And all I gave Should've kept you At arm's length If you feel weak Attack their strength That's where you'll find All the action Fear set aside Your deadly attraction I know you got demons Don't runaway (x8) After all those years I was freed Attack head on As they come full speed That my friend Is living Don't spend days Just wishing Something will happen To come up short No one expects You'll attack the fort The strongest part Of the high court Just be real And they'll support I know you got demons Don't runaway (x8)
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Nothing to you Something to me Search for the answer To your identity Nothing to me Something to you You think you know But have no clue (x2) Nothing can ever hold you back When you're not holding back a thing Something can never Burn to black When they're not molding scream to sing In a universe We're so small Exist in a plane So grand and tall Fly to the sky And try not to fall You can't walk Before you learn to crawl Who am I I am nothing With a heart Open and loving But they say Openness kills That's how I like it On the edge thrills Nothing to you Something to me Search for the answer To your identity Nothing to me Something to you You think you know But have no clue (x2) Nothing can ever hold you back When you're not holding back a thing Something can never Burn to black When they're not molding scream to sing Cuts run deep Will you open the wound Ties run deep Hidden under the moon These racing thoughts Always do loom So break the habit I'll see you soon Sooner than later I can't wait To prove you wrong And set the record straight I am nothing To all of you Who doubt my heart And have no clue
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No faith here Nothing's gonna change With or without We're going down in flames Flap so hard Yellow butterfly Love little chaos No rules apply Don't forget To take out the trash Dreamt that night Of a fatal crash Did you forget To hide the stash Just reuse Your soul rehashed Triple 6 Get your fix know it sticks When you're up to your tricks Triple 7 Sent to heaven My obsession Your aggression We hate love We love hate Engraved in stone Internal primates We love hate We hate love No more peace Death of a dove Does anyone Even give a shit Not one ounce Bit by bit Well, I guess That's what you get When you live without Razor sharp wit Speaking of a razor That's meant to slit All your wrists Who don't give a shit Watch them applaud Stand, don't sit With a pride I'll never fucking get Triple 6 Get your fix know it sticks When you're up to your tricks Triple 7 Sent to heaven My obsession Your aggression We hate love We love hate Engraved in stone Internal primates We love hate We hate love No more peace Death of a dove
10.
Scare the scary kids By just being normal On their knees Conformists crumble In a soft cult Begging for mercy They can't stand The controversy (x2) Join the team Rep that jersey If you don't You're not worthy Kids of disorder Topsy-turvy Confuse the mass And bow in a curtsy Scare the scary kids By just being normal On their knees Conformists crumble In a soft cult Begging for mercy They can't stand The controversy (x2) Days of rage In this age You're so plain Won't save the teenage They'll engage Sense of rebellion Shift the fake Wannabe hellion To follow Or to lead Risk of reward Led by greed That's what scares Supposed freaks That don't understand And just want peace Scare the scary kids By just being normal On their knees Conformists crumble In a soft cult Begging for mercy They can't stand The controversy (x2)
11.
The wolf attacks He takes a bite Eats your heart Against your might The wolf attacks She sees you're weak Breaks your heart With looks that speak Yeah I'm bitter No it's not sweet Rip out your heart Good enough to eat Blood so rich What a nasty treat Rotten my soul Along with my teeth Metaphoric theme Of a true player Under the skin There's another layer hide true intention Of the betrayer Get the hint Lover conveyor The wolf attacks He takes a bite Eats your heart Against your might The wolf attacks She sees you're weak Breaks your heart With looks that speak (x2) The wolf attacks He takes a bite Eats your heart Against your might The wolf attacks She sees you're weak Breaks your heart With looks that speak Was hurt once Won't happen again Remember that layer Under the skin filled with rage You can't comprehend Something so dark Chasing the end mix of souls My special blend As you fall He will always ascend
12.
Winter to spring And summer to fall Swim in the deep end To end it all Three little words I can't recall When's the last time You put up your wall No one in or out I remember everything Cold to the touch Was just a fling The winter in my heart Turns to spring Summer sunlight Is what the dark brings Burn in water Drown in flames Picture of your face Kept in frame Is love to you One big game Was it me or you Who's to blame (x2) Drown in this love Burn my lungs Kiss me softly And cut my tongue With a razorblade Oh how it stung Thought we had something Were we too young know the difference Looks physical Not to confuse Love emotional It doesn't matter I know what I felt Now I have to deal With the cards dealt
13.
most bittersweet Game we play Our lives are yours With something to say Gone tomorrow But here today With our emotion On display Bittersweetness Overtakes me Ingrained in blood Souls of the sea Will I break free Your heart a tomb When it developed In the womb We live to die And die to live It's what we have With nothing to give Live to survive How hard we try We won't survive We live to die (x2) Do what you can While you're here Give it hell And face your fear It won't last So enjoy the praise Back when they said It's just a phase How hard we try To avoid the lie We'll live forever With the blue sky Do we really know What we teach We are what we are A taste bittersweet We live to die And die to live It's what we have With nothing to give Live to survive How hard we try We won't survive We live to die (x3)
14.
Work so hard For your dreams Only to be trapped In the machine Black and white No color scheme All the same will you join the team When you believe Things on the screen We're not happy Unless we're seen Soak me in blood Sweat and tears Think for yourself And open your ears Everything you work for Taken away They're in control Everyday You're a slave To the system Respect is earned Was not given (x2) Could all be gone In a split second Use your mind The strongest weapon Don't give in They will threaten And use your fear As nerves deaden Led to believe It's all protected They don't want Beliefs affected New way of thought Can't be injected These are my thoughts As I stand corrected Everything you work for Taken away They're in control Everyday You're a slave To the system Respect is earned Was not given (x2)
15.
It was August The dog days It was hot Climate for change Cali bred The Zephyr shop With a style Too punk for pop one last wish Skate my pool First front air To make girls drool In the dogbowl Just the crew Ripping the sesh Just for you this is really A dogtown Least to succeed Yeah, it's Dogtown The Z boys Break status quo Of their time Shredding with flow Back together Like it was Hiding in trees To escape the fuzz Would it be How I imagine 70s babes Smoking weed and laughing New rockstars On a skateboard From Dogtown Bow to the lords Surf concrete Hear the sound You know what We live in Dogtown Cali bred The Zephyr shop With a style Too punk for pop this is really A dogtown Least to succeed Yeah, it's Dogtown The Z boys Break status quo Of their time Shredding with flow (x3)
16.
A loser Designed to fail In his mind Personal hell Getting old Bones so frail Walks alone Lonely trail Put the nail In his coffin It happens Way too often No one believes Chosen fate They all laugh At his hate Underdog Estimate What he will Appreciate All their love Will make it All worth it Bare naked And strip down To let them know His journey Is the show Never planned On this path Just happened For the laugh Underdog Estimate What he will Appreciate (x3) Underdog Will rise up Above the flame Time is up The countdown To the start Miles ahead When you depart (x3)
17.
Point of no return I'm too far gone Don't come back Before the dawn Of a new day Hell will spawn Infamous nights Passed out in the lawn (x3) Life plays this game With our instinct When we've had enough Pushed to the brink Memories fade Forever linked To one another With friends so distinct A candle burnt At both ends I'll race you To where it begins No turning back The rules we bend Will never be the same When hearts mend Point of no return I'm too far gone Don't come back Before the dawn Of a new day Hell will spawn Infamous nights Passed out in the lawn (x3) Back in the day was never a problem Til it set in And we hit the bottom Of the bottle felt so awesome Til bad thoughts Started to blossom Time heals all Will I ever come back To your ways Of watching my back Hear my voice Above the rest I'm too far gone In this quest
18.
Kill them softly With silence They can't hear Your loud defiance With no words Looks of hate Will never end Or appreciate Time it takes To create A masterpiece Of heated debate Fall to the ground And soak right in Only to grow From night's end Disappear Forever When you decay And wither away Reappear From the ground Where you fell Silent and sound When you're gone I always stress Loneliness The beauty of the blessed Rain will fall Speed the process And come back As flowers I guess Scent of a rose Color of a lotus Daffodils bloom In summer so hopeless If I'm gone No one will notice Til I return With no condolence Or sympathy For my grief Our time on earth Is so brief But we come back To your relief So I'll see you Froze in disbelief Disappear Forever When you decay And wither away Reappear From the ground Where you fell Silent and sound
19.
Troublemaker Not a faker Little heartbreaker But not a soul taker (x2) Troublemaker Not a faker Little heartbreaker But not a soul taker Live at night Daywalker Burn daylight Night stalker (x2) What's on your mind I'm curious You're on my mind So furious Too fast for love You know I want it Love you so much When you flaunt it Swift and cunning Take my hand But beware On the ground you stand Endless roads So many miles To be with you And your smiles Troublemaker Not a faker Little heartbreaker But not a soul taker Live at night Daywalker Burn daylight Night stalker (x2) Back breaker I'm dirty d In these sheets You wouldn't believe maybe not You'll have to see Put me to the test And see who I'll be This is me Lonely lover This is me Like no other Watch you from afar Til I make my move Step inside my head To feel the groove Troublemaker Not a faker Little heartbreaker But not a soul taker Live at night Daywalker Burn daylight Night stalker (x2)
20.
Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Them boys were dope Hot on the block Just walk in Never would knock Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Save that money Count your loss Go all out Style like a boss Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Front door locked Come through the window Used to blaze And puff on that indo Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Competition So intense Video games What made sense Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Chillin' with friends Til the dawn Down the road Throwed and gone Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson Hustlin' hustlin' Hustlin' on Hudson It comes around Will they say Remember those fools Back in the day
21.
To be rejected always tested Fear to fail But respected Well you guessed it Must confess it Always felt shame And unaccepted Can't regret it Won't forget it Deep inside Is where I kept it Blackest depths Of my mind In search of fame That you won't find Live in a place That shuns us out Take this exit On the same route I'll stand out In this town Live so fast As time slows down This is our time To be heard Now I see clear Vision not blurred Words can't hurt When they're slurred Like your drink Shaken not stirred This is my town Will you exit Don't be so mean Cold and desperate We just chill Plain and pleasant This is now So enjoy the present Live in a place That shuns us out Take this exit On the same route I'll stand out In this town Live so fast As time slows down (x3)
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Not having a/c Takes me back Windows open Fans full blast Remember that Sleeping at night Watching old shows Late at night Wrapped so tight Under the covers House so chilly Feeling of summer Early morning With the A/C on Dew on the windows Before the break of dawn What's high what's low What's hot you know What's high what's low What's cold you know In the summer Days are long What cools you down Nights we're gone (x2) It's so hot And you're so cool Back in the day Back in school Heathens at night Breaking all the rules Just for the thrill To be so cool What's high what's low What's hot you know What's high what's low What's cold you know In the summer Days are long What cools you down Nights we're gone (x2) What's high what's low What's hot you know What's high what's low What's cold you know In the summer Days are long What cools you down Nights we're gone (x2)
23.
Who are these people That I see In my head Is where they'll be A figment of My imagination They play so loud Don't change the station Hide and seek Kids and mischief Play their game Before you existed Hear their voice Laid to rest In the shadows Of the possessed You're so selfish Come and play Before dark falls And you can't say That you tried To make it alright Before the dawn Of the morning light Selfish shadows Want me to themself Selfish shadows Can't see someone else Selfish shadows Won't let me go Selfish shadows Will never show (x2)
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Speed of sound Flip it around Live in a world Upside down (x6) Invisible wall You can't see Can you hear The cry of me Myself and I Die to be Your escape From he or she On the flee From the yelling That hurt your ears Don't sit dwelling On the past While you're rebelling Or you'll miss The foretelling Of a future So compelling Persuade fortune That I'm selling Buy it or not Does it really matter Fate or free will The mighty dagger Cut so thin Can't hear the chatter Of the ones Who really matter From the start They've been there To pick you up When you felt bare Like no one cared Alone and scared Going nowhere Without a prayer To save me From bleak despair But this is where I declare To rise above So beware I'll be coming To see you somewhere Speed of sound Flip it around Live in a world Upside down (x8)
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In a universe Stars so stellar It just depends What you tell her Hide underground In the storm cellar Til you're ready Little night dweller To come out in the day You're the one That got away Can't get over The kiss of death The kiss of light Rise from the west Luminescent Speed of light Days pass bye Into night Shooting star From afar Souls of the past Burning they are Just slow down The need for speed As the world turns They force-feed meaning of life And mislead Reasons unknown God of greed Was created To control the mass But we rise Dark days pass It'll go by Oh so quick So build your wall Brick by brick Luminescent Speed of light Days pass bye Into night Shooting star From afar Souls of the past Burning they are
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Call me white trash On national TV Do you think That gets to me Haven't shaved In two weeks Can't see your Trashy little cheeks Smile when you see Me get wrecked For your pleasure As I cash a check How come men Can't hit women Make lemonade When life gives you lemons Welcome to The party All trash here No barbies Sign your chest With a sharpie get it tatted To be my shawty (x2) Those white people Do like chips Especially when You grind on my hip Hey little kid Get a grip But I love to watch Her exotic strip Tease and please It's a gamble Filled with lust Full of scandal Just wanna a taste A little sample But that might be Too much to handle Welcome to The party All trash here No barbies Sign your chest With a sharpie get it tatted To be my shawty (x2)
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The horror Show at night Film me under A blacklight The horror Show at night Suck my blood And take a bite The horror Show at night Film me under Neon light The horror Show at night Make me bad Skin so white In moonlight Turn me evil In between Thread the needle In daylight Burn me good In between Firewood Burns so bright As it should Bloodshot eyes As you stood In the dark Of nightshot In the flame Time forgot Can't see me I see you Darkened soul Yeah, me too Secret love You're the one Haunt me so Scare for fun Let's film this Silent kill Make me laugh When we chill Cut me open With the blade Can't control Inner rage I feel it As you fade Don't leave me In this cage Despair crawls In these walls Come get me Before nightfall That's when we Live forever In the grave We'll be together In this life Time stands still When you asked Who's the next meal The horror Show at night Film me under A blacklight The horror Show at night Suck my blood And take a bite The horror Show at night Film me under Neon light The horror Show at night Make me bad Skin so white (x2)

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